I'm a senior now! Praise Je-sus! Lord A-men! Only one more year of this fucked up school district with these stupid richie bitches. (Like, oh, my, god! Daddy just bought me a Ford Mustang for my 16th birthday! And it says "Mustang" on the back bumper in like, pink!) The fresh urges to borrow Trixxx's sniper rifle with a built in, night vision scope ( Read more... )

I'm happy right now. For the first time in about 2 months my tank is above half full, thanks to Ryan. I've been relying on the change my dad brings home every night for gas money, and I feel like such a bum (I doubt he even notices its gone). When you get 32 miles to the gallon and don't use your air conditioning it works ( Read more... )

There's no other way for me to communicate with you so I guess this will just hafta do. So many things were left unsaid but that's your own fault for doing what you did. I wish I knew who she was, and I wish you would tell me now because it doesn't matter anymore. It's over and done with, but it would still help me heal if you gave me a little bit ( Read more... )

Ugh I really don't want school to start!

Ryan left me to go to Cali :( he's my best buddy in the whole world. Thank god he's coming back on Friday.

I'm trying to talk my mom into letting me drive to Sierra Vista to visit Jessy for three days. I hope she lets me go, because I haven't seen that girl in 2 years!

Shit is finally getting better. I've been getting more hours and my cars getting paid off faster, plus I met a guy that seems to be sweet. I did an extensive "background check" on him and I can't find anything too bad about him. But thanks to everyone who has fucked me over, I'm going to wait and get to know him before I make a move ( Read more... )

Things have been really fucked up lately. I had to do something I really didn't want to do but it was for my own good. I know after a while it will get better eventually, and someday I hope to be happy again.

I have a million words to say to you... but I can't

I miss you so fucking much its driving me insane

Are you really going, or are you just saying that to bring me back?

This is my dream ( Read more... )

That hollow feeling...

I really know how you feel

Yesterday I went to Tony's gradation party thing with Brett. We went swimming but we didn't go bowling like we were supposed to which pissed me off. I love bowling! I suck but it's fun so I don't care ( Read more... )