ok friday was awsome...... school is soo much fun/ sunny lately well for the past week anywyas between mcas and me sitting down and having "chats" with mr.bazidlo all has been dandy ........ let me tell u friday was the funnest thing ever!!!!! beside stuff that went on in school....... i got to kaseys house and had the giggles to the extream!!! i ( Read more... )

every since my grandfather died when i was younger i just havent been the same since.... he was the one person that i truely truely cared about and never wanted to see anything bad happen to....... but there was nothing i could do .....the evilness of cancer took over his life and took him away from me...... i wasnt ready for him to leave... and he ( Read more... )

well i havent written in a while cause there hasnt really been much to say well untill today........alot has been going on lately but nuttin really worth talkign abou tlast night me kasey steph and kaseys bro christopher went to hot night to sum that up .. it was awsome ( Read more... )

you light me up and then I fall for you you lay me down and then I call for you ( Read more... )

today was the funeral i didnt go becuase i had school plus deep down i couldnt handle it anyways.... today was joshs grandmother funeral.... i hope hes ok....... i havent talked to him since monday night and we did leave on very good terms.....i got a HUGE wake up call last night......but i deserved it so.........ive decieded/have been forced to ( Read more... )

yup it finally happened.....my aunt died......on saturday morning :( it been the roughest few days for me and i cant even show it..... i have to be stronge for the other people around me but to be honest I CANT!!!!!! i have to cry in cornors when no one is looking ..... i have to cry myself to sleep everynight since it happened....... i just cry ( Read more... )

well before i get into my patheticness lets start off with sum good new.......KASEY IMED PAUL!!!! YAY for u HUNNI.......... well i am mucho mucho mucho sick liek i want to die and i donno whats wronge with me all i kno is pain everywhere oh well liek i told kasey the only things that i cant survive is getting hit by a mac truck because quit frankly ( Read more... )

well me and josh are officially a couple.... since sunday now... i must say life is pretty good with him around....... but like something up with me and kasey now an di dont kno what it is......we never fight and if we do its never anything much but i think i really screwed the cow tonight huh..... she needed a friend someone to talk to and i wasnt ( Read more... )

of course this weekend absolutely rocked!! u can only guess who i spent it with...... thast right ladies and gents kasey...... well dad mom kim and kasey came to get me around umm 11:15 i think and we went to got mom a new sticker for her car that was fun i looked like shit but didnt care cuz we were just off to the show ............OMG wait i ( Read more... )

my aunt was doing good feeling good everything well untill today.... my moms with her right now..... i feel worst for my mom then for myself because my aunt liek raised her because my moms mom(my grandmother) died when she was only NINE..... this is going to be a hard loss for her and i wish i could help but i cant....... my dad called me when i ( Read more... )