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would it be languid
like a summer breeze
tripping through my hair,
soft like a baby's skin
underneath my calloused fingertips
melodious as the twinkle of chimes.
would it stay forever like the water
skipping through the stream
beneath my window.

I believe in angels
in dulcet tones as tender wings
embrace a clear blue sky.

I believe in buttercups
flowering in a field
of knee-high grass,
delicate petals.

If only believing were enough.

Ummn...yeah. People that don't exist shouldn't exist. Life likes to treat my hope like a fire, waiting until it's all banked away for the long cold winter night before suddenly calling on it to flare brilliantly for an agonizingly short moment, orange and blue flame licking the sooted stones of the mantle, my hands slipping out from beneath the ( Read more... )

Lonely. Guess it's my fault though...I mean...I do it to myself. I go and pick up these stupid books and go "If I read that I'd cry," and then I go ahead and read the stupid book. Aaargh. Wanna curl up into a little ball right now ( Read more... )

Hooray for 4 months without journaling. Or is it journeling? nAl I think. Anyways, yeah. Sometimes, it's a good thing there's not a mobile precipice following me around, cuz right now I would have thrown myself off of it.

When somebody loved me ( Read more... )

Yes, I'm alive. The start of school is hectic though, and I've been feeling quite antisocial ( Read more... )

If I'm a genetic dead-end. If that explains some of my stunning lack of success with the opposite sex. Am I so horribly mutated, and it's so unhelpful for survival that my genes flicked on the "do not reproduce" switch, and so now I'm destined to be the last entry on this pathway???

People who lie. I mean, I'd always known that it was a lie on some level, but today I went and checked, and found out for 110% certainty that it was a lie. So...lied to me in order to protect the other person, even though I was supposed to be your friend. That's pretty damn low ( Read more... )