Just complaining like always..

[daddyzgrl]

Dear Journal

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Resonding

[anonymous]

I know that is for the other sister and not me... but since you seem to be giving the money away... Can I have some... I am broker than dirt... And Christmas is coming and I haven't bought a thing yet... Oh well... soon I hope... I am applying for a night job at Target this week... They are hiring... Everyone thinks I am crazy... I am going to be working 2 jobs going to school and running the kids everywhere they need to go... The only good thing is that soccer season is almost over... It doesn't start again until January... Good because I need a break... Is the baby feeling any better?

Can I come for dinner too... Me and my whole clan... Only kidding... You have enough... but I will stop over... The baby is being a real terror this week... She keeps hitting everyone... and she is getting so fresh... but you can't help but laugh at her... I was yelling at the kids last night as I was taking laundry out and she came out and told me to calm down... I almost pissed myself... It was so funny...

Re: Resonding

[daddyzgrl]

Yeah I got into a big fight with shannon and she really made me feel like shit.. I didnt let her know it and I pretty much kept it to myself.. She kinda hurt me though.. but its cool.. I got over it and when she called me today, asking can she come stay here.. I told her no and dont call me again.. and she didnt..so.. but I wish i could get a night job.. this job is so demanding and everything you think you have a day off, you end up at some function for work.. workshops, parent meetings, staff meetings, christmas party for the students, holiday party for the staff, its just soo crazy.. i am usually off on mondays, but the month of december is packed.. so Im not off at all.. and i cant request any days off either.. lol.. But yeah, I hope you do stop by on thanksgiving.. I did want to talk to you about Christmas.. I dont know what we are doing.. I am assuming that Trinity is gonna spend x-mas eve with you and wake up there too?? and then maybe later in the day, she will be coming over my house?? I dont want to change your plans, but i

Re: Resonding

[anonymous]

What did she do this time? Don't let her make you feel guilty... You are doing more for her than anyone can expect from a person. She don't have to appreciate it, Serenity will thank you when she gets older and that is all that is important. How is buddy feeling? Any better... If you need me just call. It is such a shame that he is so sick and the holidays are coming up.... That is always the way it is here too... Danny got sent home from school on Monday, Tabby and Big Danny were sick on Tuesday, and Trinity is sick today. She has a really bad fever, I gave her some Tylenol and her cough medicine but if she isn't feeling better in the morning I am going to call the doctor for him to fit her in. She keep gagging but she hasn't thrown up yet... I think it is her teeth though. She has 4 molars coming in but only 1 has cut through. She is so cranky and constantly wants someone to hold her. Good thing there are other people in this house because I wouldnt' get anything done if someone else didn't hold her

Re: Resonding

[daddyzgrl]

Yeah I understand what you are saying.. I know what to do and what is right.. It just doesnt always work out that way.. The kids do need to see more of eachother.. I dont think Serenity understands why she cant see her sister all of the time.. She knew Trinity was here before she got here, and when i got her out of the cab, she was like where's my baby.. And then she ran in and just hugged her.. It kinda made me feel bad.. Who knows what goes through her head and what she is thinking about when it comes to how they are seperated, how things are with shannon and rob.. just how things are in general.. ya know.. I dont know what she thinks