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Well I just writing because I am so bored and frustrated.. I bought a new outfit to go out, actually to go to my friends grad party tomorrow night.. but then my sister called and asked did i want to go out to the club.. i said yeah.. i was really excited and I wanted to go.. but then i realized that i didnt have an id.. so now i cant go.. i am just ( Read more... )

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I am so tired of being the one that has to hold everything up... I am so tired of worrying about people because I know that know one else will worry about them.. so now all their problems becomes mine.. I miss my dad so much... He would really clear things up for me.. There are some people that probably wouldnt give a shit or a care in the world if ( Read more... )

My heart hurts as well as my stomach.. My ears hurt when I hear the phone ring.. My stomach drops when I hear her voice and my body hurts when I see the marks.. How can I help this girl that I love? How can I help her from the monster she loves... I am so lost and lost and lost.. I cant even think.. I have so much more to write about, but I cant ( Read more... )

Well, my life pretty much is the same.. Nothing ever gets better or worse.. Me and Chris have been fighting alot more anymore and I find myself telling him to leave alot.. i dont know why because i know I dont want him to leave.. but I always tell him to get out or that we need to break up.. One of these days, he is just gonna leave because of my ( Read more... )

Well my daughters birthday turned out really good..I still was not happy with my house, but atleast it was the best that i could do.. Alot of people came,not happy with my house, but atleast it was the best that i could do.. Alot of people came, not as many as i expected, but enough.. I decided thappy with my house, but atleast it was the best that ( Read more... )

Well here I am, knowing I have to get up for work early in the morning.. I cant seem to sleep and I have no one to talk to because everyone else is in bed ( Read more... )

Well its really late and I have work tomorrow morning.. kinda sucks, but I have to make money, especially being that my daughters birthday is so close.. Im not having a big thing, but I still want it to be nice.. her birthday party isnt until march 11, but it seems so close.. I still have invitations to get and decorations, and Elmo is coming out ( Read more... )

I will not make the same mistakes that you did ( Read more... )