I am ready for the summer semester to be over. This whole waiting for an hour or more after class kills me. At least before I had homework but now I'm just bored in the computer lab. PROJECT RUNWAY IS ON! and I have to catch the rerun later. Lame ( Read more... )

So I am in the computer lab posting because I don't want to be here and I really don't want to sit in the classroom down stairs staring at the wall until calss starts. The bus gets me here 30-45 minutes early everyday, and as I have stupidly not started reading a new book, i am bored. Plus I had to print my paper up here anyway ( Read more... )

So I talked to my mom last night. I was telling her that we found this site http://criminalsearches.com and we searched for the man who killed my dad, Robert Nicholas Becker. It showed a huge chunk of his criminal record ( Read more... )

Today I realized I feel calmer and safer having a dog around. I feel calmer in general. I feel sort of at peace with her here. I love animals and she just really brings me comfort ( Read more... )

So Dana, Chocolate, and I are a family officially! Yes, it's gross. Dana says it's cheesy and I need to erase it but it's my journal so BRING ON THE CHEESE!


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So the 10th/11th was the 17 year anniversary of my dad's death. I didn't really do anything. I had already been thinking about him all week so I just went with it. I told Dana I want a locket to put a pic of him in for the wedding and whenever I just need him around. She said shell get me one ( Read more... )

So class started and I was pleasantly surprised. Dr.Chandler does not seem as terrible as everyone said. I LOVE my animal class so far. There were two dogs there last time, one Dr.chandlers therapy dog Rusty and the other, one of my classmates service-dog (seeing eye dog) in training David. They are both very cute! I love being in the room with ( Read more... )

So I had the fourth off work which was nice. I cleaned the kitchen and bathroom well. I watched Waitress, which was cute. Then Dana picked me up after work and we did ground fireworks on the roof of the mall. It was neat. She, Zak, and I did cones and fountains and snake/glow worms. The glow worms were cool because we put them together in 3's and 6 ( Read more... )

So I have decided to write about my dad some more. I think I am finally ready to get some of it out here. First I will write out his story and then I’ll write mine. Mine is the hard part. Mine is the part I haven’t really ever said.


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Power Squad Swim-a-thon '08 went great! I am tired and a little sun burnt. We swam and swam with floaties and goggles and water noodles, and Dana and Ashley had beers, and we accidentally got in too deep of water, and we had snacks, and it was great! Afterwards we went our separate ways for dinner then met up and watched Stargate. That movie was ( Read more... )