A Cup of Kindness

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I have been working, fairly dilligently, to change my thinking.  It is a very difficult thing to do.  You have to keep bringing yourself back to the center of your goal.  Daily living seems to make you veer from the path without much effort.  In my house, time with my Mom, work, and just life in general. 
I can feel my guard coming up!  I won't get

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I suppose being the oldest I may have some entitlement issues.

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I won't go into my life's disappointments, some of them are too raw. I do wonder if I come across as feeling entitled about some things. I don't think I really feel that way, but it is hard to tell. You know the old possession is 9/10ths of the law thingee. I hope we can sort everything out and have everyone feel good about it and I mean everyone. I know how much I felt, I might have wanted that, when I went visiting cousins and saw things that had been the grandparents. You know I probably wouldn't have, because I am not a pack rat, but I know that as I value family history and genealogy I do feel stronger about things staying in the family, but if no one can use it. Oh well. I know I am learning lessons about myself that I never would have had to face if I hadn't moved in and done what I am doing. Some of those lessons are hard and a daily struggle. We need to pray for each other. Love you.