what does the phrase pain for pleasure mean to you. think about it for a while....what was ur answer? mine? easy... its the simple concept of cindy vs. monica. i can't side with one person, i can't find a middle ground, i can't try to make one happy cuz then the other gets mad/sad. and i contstantly have to listen to them bitching about each other ( Read more... )

i really don't kno how im supposed to follow up such an emotional entry as last time. so i won't even try to match it...today was kinda fun and stressful at times. woke up at 7 and got ready for doing lit video...we eventually worked until 3ish. that's like...7 hours of working/procrastinating. we had one scene that took us 63 takes. 63! romin and ( Read more... )

if i just died right now. how would i be remembered? would i be remembered as a loving person? a mean person? a trustworthy person? a person you would want to be around? a person you couldn't stand? how would i be remembered...i reall don't kno. people probably wouldn't even care. ill just be another name on a list of teenagers that died cuzza ( Read more... )

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this is just sad.... when was this rumor started? like a WEEK AGO! geez, and just a couple minutes ago i get ppl asking me about it. the funny thing is that there are now two versions. wow, ppl at monta vista really have a great imagination... sorry to those ppl that are slow....its not my fault, its urs. i thought this woulda blown over by now.... ( Read more... )

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i have figured out that my #24 new england patriots ty law blue replica jersey size large is a carrier of sins and happiness. it can do both, its so smart...but usually the good things happen from it because it makes the bad things happen... examples of the bad shit it has done: the lil incident that is around school, today in general, and omg, so ( Read more... )

School sucked, so ill just talk about after school. i went to the mv jv softball game. it was soooo fun. i sat there, watching the girls play. i noticed soo many things that they did wrong and that they could improve or things that they needed to practice during practice (hence the name). people needa slide! geez, ur gonna get ur self killed and ( Read more... )

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wow, today was about the boringest block i have ever experienced in my life......boreville usa. no joke. hist: debate about heroes and watch movie. spanish: write essays in spanish... lit: read (IV, i&ii)(aka act 4 scenes 1 and 2) and watch movies of it. how eventful! psh, not. after school (7th) i walked home with cindy. she doesn't think her own ( Read more... )