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GOD DAMNIT! I FUCKING HATE MYSELF. I HATE BEING ALONE. I HATE CARING ABOUT HOW OTHER PEOPLE THINK OF ME. I'M TIRED OF CRYING ALL THE GOD DAMN TIME!I JUST WANT TO DIE. I WANT TO FEEL THE PAIN OF MY GOD DAMN HEART COLLAPSING IN ON ITSELF AND I WANT EVERYTHING TO FADE INTO NOTHING ( Read more... )

I keep picturing something...and it won't stop ( Read more... )

Right now, somewhere near barstow, a fire is raging. The air...filled with the monotone color of helplessness and dispair. The smell...like death on fire. I'm in elysium right now!! If you find one amidst the smoke, standing in the streets, smoking a cigarette and grinning, then you have found Daedalus. The song playing on my comp is FUCKING ( Read more... )

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Well, shit...my level of contentment has already lowered. I rarely acknowledge my loneliness unless it's made obvious to me. Like, IMing people on AIM or MSN Messenger and never getting a response. Makes me feel like I've got nothing better to do but sit and anticipate communication with someone...like I said earlier...recognition is like a warm ( Read more... )

Well, I'm feeling better. I always do. I just hope nothing screws me up today. So far so good. I was at Hyalus_Anima's house till 2am last night. I woke up at noone(not by choice) but I still felt horribly tired. and uh...yeah....

Meatwad get the honey's, see!
NUMBAH 1 IN DA HOOD G!

I just....wish I had somebody that was like me to talk to. A good listener...someone understanding...

Every second...like hours....every hour..like days. Every day that I'm alone. Surrounded by people but still alone. Sometimes I'd just like to die. To fall asleep and dream...and never wake up. I grow depressed at the emptiness beside me every night..every morning. I wish I had a switch in my head that I could just flip and feel good. Everywhere I ( Read more... )

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ExtremeLevel 6 - The ( Read more... )