So that was the icing on the cake...I can't fucking take it anymore.

This is what they call a breakdown...

I was doing good for about a week...not thinking about Goose and all. And bam, just like that, one night alone just makes me think. I was laying on my bed listening to the radio. The song "Over And Over" came on and boy...it does a number on you. Change the lyrics a little so that it's a girl singing to a guy...yeah, you'd get the picture.

Everyone ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a few days so I decided it was time to do so. I don't really have much to say because nothing interesting happens in my life. The past couple of nights Heather has come over and we've watched TV and Mean Girls and talked and such. We've tried reading and studying but that hasn't worked very well. Other than that I haven't really ( Read more... )

Last night didn't turn out as expected. Kristin's dad was in a bad mood at first because he had stepped on 2 nails and one went into each foot. So he was bitching about how she needs to stop drinking every weekend, lol. So we gave him a little while to calm down, like a half an hour, and then he was just telling random stories. He was so scatter ( Read more... )

Wahoooo, Kristin is coming home tonight!! Heather, Kristin, Heather Elder and I are going out for pizza then we're going to hang out for a while and catch up on the girlie stuff. Then sometime this weekend I have to bring my Grandma to Kohls because she wants to go shopping...hopefully she'll buy me stuff, lol. I gotta hang out with Ash and Steve ( Read more... )

So I finally figured out how to log on to the fucking computers here at school...only took me a month. I'm so bored...Lab doesn't start till 12:45 and my class got out at 11...an hour and 45 minutes to kill...but there's nothing to do, and no one to talk to.

So I'm pretty pissed off right now...people just, agh! Yeah, I'm not even going to bother ( Read more... )

School and work, same old shit...

After work Jil came and picked me up around 6 and we headed to Skinner Mountain in Northhampton with Mikey, Holly and Noony. Mikey and Holly were going to shit their pants going up the mountain because of the sharp turns. Then of course the mountain was closing in 10 minutes so we had to haul ass back down the ( Read more... )

All moved into the basement...

I'm so tired now...it's been a long day...and it's going to be a long night!

Last night I was running around the house trying to get all my shit moved out of my room into the computer room so that my dad can move my furniture while I'm at school today. Needless to say, the computer room looks like a dump with all my shit piled up. Tonight I'm going to be going insane trying to move everything back downstairs and make it ( Read more... )

So my brother has a girlfriend...and randomly my mom goes "Do we need to have the sex talk?!" Rofl...so all I could remember was her 3 month rule, so she started explaining it all over again. I was on the floor laughing so hard...she's like the rule doesn't start till you're 21...so NO SEX! So I yell "ABSTAIN!" Rofl, and then I started laughing ( Read more... )