Today
damn. I think my eyes are slowly turning gray.
and the way this hippie sings makes me want to die a slow painful death,
what you just said
tore a hole straight through me.
straight
through me.
I feel weak, and I'm sorry you are down.
Just smile for me.
even if its fake.
just smile.
__god
_dammit

Today I am sleepy.
God I am sleepy.
Shouldn't have come.
Dave be ready for a call at 1:00 or right before.
I found my wallet.

My mom wrote me from prison.
yeah I miss her.
My girl is at home sleeping.
yeah I miss her too.

Journal under construction.

daedric- In a medieval video game called Morrowind, the daedric swords are some of the best in the game ( Read more... )

my pants no longer fit me, they are loose and it bothers me.
Lately I haven't been able to sit through an entire movie and it bothers me as well.
I miss my black cowboy hat.
and Zack's house. Vivitar.
Follow the giraffes advice and read the fortune on your far right.

this morning I worked out for the first time in forever, my arms and chest are already in pain ( Read more... )

Last night was pretty bad.
I'm kinda ready to be home for a couple hours.
I have a song stuck in my head and its driving me crazy.
I'm scared of Jami's mom
when she doesn't know I'm here.

Fuck yes ( Read more... )

Ok so I wake up this morning and get ready go down to my dads car and he is already waiting, and he found my rap CD.
It was the best thing ever.
My dad was singing along
Make that ass vibrate.
and we were throwing down.