I can't really play any music to speak of (or sing for that matter) but I'll bring my Ipod and speakers along. Kay? XD LOL I didn't know you were ticked at the time. I was all hyped up on caffine and sugar at the time so I went and randomly replied to your message. Hahahaha, so tell me.....did my post make your day better or worse?
Re: SHALLOW GRAVE? lol Emo muchdaeinleyofJune 9 2009, 13:06:36 UTC
Haha, this made me laugh. I am emotional, but I am not emo. (god I hate that word). Generally I consider myself.. me. I feel strongly, but I don't exactly show those emotions either. I'm sure if you met me in real life you would have no idea...
This is about that "i want to die" entryxfrozenangelJune 7 2009, 10:48:55 UTC
Dude, this time i know how you feel.(even though im probably waaay too young to feel love, ive felt it. Come on though, dont listen to songs that remind you of her. Listen to some fn scremo-that'll help trust me. The difference between ur situation and my situation is that this guy ripped my heart out, trew it on the ground, and watched my pain slowly eat away at me and kill me. But after a whole frikin year, i said screw him and got over him and now i have a boyfirend that im happy with because hes not a jack-ass and he treats me right. My advice- if you like 'T', then at least TRY to think about her instead of 'A'. If you dont like 'T' then end it. ( are you still in this situation right now? bcause if your not, i will feel like a dumb-ass) Stay together dude. :)
Re: This is about that "i want to die" entrydaeinleyofJune 9 2009, 13:14:25 UTC
Every comment of yours makes me smile, so don't think I'm a dick please for putting lol or haha... Anyway... I, oddly enough, listen to a LOT of screamo and metal. I just have those times where I feel like a pig who has to wallow in his own shit... excuse the language. I feel more like I deserve to be punished. I mean, I already think about her a lot, might as well push the envelope and put myself through more... pain. Wow, I am sounding emo. I do like 'T' actually, and it isn't like I'm always feeling horrible when I'm with her, it's just... when I'm alone I feel as though I'm using her for some sick punishment and including her in my own pathetic game. Without her I'd probably be dead by now. I'm one of those guys who isn't emotionally revealing, but they do exist and are they ever alive and thriving. Okay, I can't just NOT think about 'A' and think about 'T' though. 'A' was my everything and my true love I think. I believe that I fucked up my own true love and it is irreversible. That's why I have confused feelings on 'T'........-
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Re: This is about that "i want to die" entryxfrozenangelJune 14 2009, 00:55:06 UTC
NO I was never with that guy. I was kinda sluty last year and he promised we'd go out so I wouldnt feel like a slut...TOO LATE. I dont know how he watched my pain eat away at me...he's a bitch thats why. lol exuse MY lanuage. I feel the same way about the whole therapist thing... Yea I would love updates. Thnx.
Re: This is about that "i want to die" entrydaeinleyofJune 14 2009, 06:22:48 UTC
Haha, you actually want to hear me whine some more? That's odd... That really sucks by the way, I hate guys who think only of sex. Yeah, it's a big part in a relationship... Key term... relationship. Sokay, everyone has slutty moments.
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Well we can play music together... rigghh?
By the way, I was fairly pissed when I wrote this and the post before it... So yeah.
But I'm still all for partying in the grave with you though ^.^
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LOL I didn't know you were ticked at the time. I was all hyped up on caffine and sugar at the time so I went and randomly replied to your message. Hahahaha, so tell me.....did my post make your day better or worse?
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You can sing anyway, I'll sing badly with you. And play guitar... my passion ^.^
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