I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired

Jun 05, 2009 03:16

 I'm so fucking sick and tired of being sick and tired all the fucking time. I don't even understand myself anymore. I have no idea what these alien feelings are and I can't seem to grasp their meaning. Why should I live and carry these ungodly things around. Is this why normal people are so fucking pissy all the time? Do feelings even matter in ( Read more... )

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shezka_foxe June 6 2009, 02:14:07 UTC
We're all entitled to let loose when shitty times hit our lives.

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daeinleyof June 9 2009, 12:58:58 UTC
Damn straight. :]
I'll probably leave another (nice) post soon.

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I Feel 4 You xfrozenangel June 7 2009, 10:12:49 UTC
Wow,im so sorry. i wish i could say i know exactly how you feel,but i only have an idea of how you feel. Hmmmmm, well if you want to turn your life around, only you have the power to do so. You can find help for your alchohol, cigarette, and pot addistion, start looking really really really hard for a job, and mabey (this is just a thought)find a church to go to every once in a while because when i feel really bad i always feel better when i go to church because it helps me understand that there is some good in the world. You dont have to listen to a dumb fourteen year old if you dont want to. Anywayz, if you EVER need someone to talk to or vent your feelings to, you can talk to me because i'm a really good listener :) Well, i'll pray for you, and just stay strong please.

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Re: I Feel 4 You daeinleyof June 9 2009, 13:04:37 UTC
Well, there are a bajillion ways I could reply to this, but none of them matter. I'll start though... I'm glad you can grasp the concept of what I'm dealing with. Also, I'm only 16, so your age makes no difference to me, and besides... this is the internet. I would go to church, but she goes to my church and the other churches in my town are catholic... I hate catholics. They hate me, that's the way it works when you question their beliefs. And no, I have no idea where to find help for any addictions because I live in a bumfuck town... Hooray... Anyway, let's conclude this little comment. Thanks a lot, this actually helped me, I'm not really much of a venter though when I actually converse, so if we do talk sometime don't expect that. You do sound fun to talk to though. By the way, don't be sorry. I'm the one who put myself in this situation and I"ll take the punishment until death if I have to. As long as she leaves the sanctum of my mind I don't really care.

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Re: I Feel 4 You xfrozenangel June 14 2009, 01:01:00 UTC
OMG (hope I dont sound like a fn prep ew)
your onlu 16???!!! WOW i wuz gonna guess 21ish. damn... its amazing how people seem soooo much older than they truely are....well im so very glad i helped you somewhat. :)

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Re: I Feel 4 You daeinleyof June 14 2009, 06:24:23 UTC
Lol, 21 is a bit much... haha. At least I'm still older than you. :]

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