Pretty little sadistic kittens
Wow, just wow. Do you know what I hate? Yeah I actually hate something. I'm going to go all cliche and make some Americanish ranting because I really want to. Yeah.
What I hate are all those fucking retards who have nothing better to do than reply to people's harmless comments or e-mails (not chainmails etc) with mindless abuse or inappropriate, selfish fucking rudeness. Yeah so I'm pissed off with some Leeds students who think they're top of the anorexic food chain that I just invented for the sake of this rant who think it's clever to say completely useless things.
Basically, me and several other students are complete idiots and have a habit of leaving stuff behind at the student bar. So we go look for our stuff manually and we can't find it. So we send a mail out to everyone at Bretton so that people with a kind heart and keen eye may spot our precious items because hell...it works and people almost always get their stuff back.
And then some EFFING shitholes think it's clever to send mails complaining that people lose things and that these mails clog up their inboxes. Check your fucking mail more often then Mr/Miss popular. Or, and this is the BIG or, delete the fucking mail instead of reading all of the two seconds it took to read it anyway and then wasting more of your arrogant self's time to send ANOTHER mass mail which you already hate just to say how much you hate mass mails. YOU FUCKING RETARDS.
I hate people who have no sodding respect or decency. I hate people who never ever sodding help people or care about others and their property. I HOPE YOU ALL bloody well lose your most important possessions you ignorant Chavs!
I know I probably took it a bit personally because I was one of the people who mailed about losing something, but this stupid behaviour just reminds me of all those other times people say absolutely pointless comments just to make people's lives difficult, just to be a fucking moaning moron. People like you make the world wrong. You make me sick. Get a job/hobby/better sex toy.
Get out of my happy land.
The End.
I love all my friends *Huggles*
(Stolen from Hollie)
a n g e r section.
do you have a quick temper?: Sometimes. It depends what is annoying me.
what do you do when you're mad?: I snap at people or I hit a wall or I play my violin
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: Shouted at a friend/family member or when I kicked a chair across the dinner hall at school
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: I'd take back the friends and family one, but the chair one was funny
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: Yes. I regret that so much.
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: Not that I recall. I think I accidentally pushed Joe down some stairs but I wasn't angry and I never pushed anyone ever again since, I felt so bad!
do you curse when you're mad?: Oh yes.
c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out?: Not counting when I was drunk, probably last summer
ever cried yourself to sleep?: Of course.
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Yes
ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes, that was the last summer thing
do you cry when you get an injury?: Um, it depends how much pain I'm in
do certain songs make you cry?: Yes, Danny Elfman music sets me off
can you make yourself cry?: If I think about the right things, I guess
p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: When I had really bad girl pains but now I'm on medication, depression and school - in that order.
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: Physically, I sprained my ankle. Psychologically, I nearly destroyed myself.
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: Pushing Joe down those stairs/ shouting at my mum. Wow, that's pathetic. Have I not done anything worse? :S
ever had a painful break up?: With a friend yes.
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: Some emotional pain yes
how depressed can you get?: That was a bad road
do you inflict pain on yourself?: No I didn't do that, but I did emotionally. Almost drove myself insane.
h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?: Since the start of my second year at Uni, I guess I am, yeah, at last!
what can make you happy?: The trio of godliness, my friends, movies, chocolate, cute guys chatting to me, being told I'm pretty/hot, seeing old friends
do you wish you were happier?: Only a teensy bit. I'm pretty good at the moment (aside from the above rant lol!)
what makes you the happiest?: Things are generally equal at the moment at making me happy. But once it was that guy...who probably won't talk to me again. Lol. Yeah. Fun.
is being happy overrated?: Completely. People are allowed to be sad, it's not a crime. I enjoy being sad every now and then. It's healthy.
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: Of course
can music make you happy?: Yeah, some songs can :) aka POTC soundtrack, my god that is a feel-good CD. Here comes the Captain! ^.^
l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?: Once
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: I thought I was over them and I pretty much am. They weren't really my 'other' but they were significant. But it's not so much the emptiness of not having him as my love, but missing him as a friend too. There's a big gap in my soul. That's not really good, is it?
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: Fuck yes
did you ever love someone, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: You know...yes, but he was running for the bus.
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: Wow, enough with the flashbacks, you're making my stomach hurt. But yes.
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: Yes.
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: I haven't had a relationship.
h a t e section
who do you actually hate?: See the above rant
ever made a hit list?: Rofl. No.
have you ever been on a hit list?: Someone must be extremely delusional to have harmless me on their hit list
are you a mean bully?: To myself yes
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: No, not for long if I do
do you hate George Bush?: I don't know the guy. I was just a sheep when I went to the Green Day concert and shouted 'Yes'.
s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?: Not as much as it was
do you believe in yourself?: Yes, pretty much
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: I agree with Hollie, definitely a "Pfft" noise or an "Aww"
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: Well I used to be. Ugly, dumb and fat I mean. I'm still an idiot :p
are you happy with who you are?: Yeah
do you wish you can be someone else?: No. Loads of people suck ;P