I'm kinda wishing the novelty would wear off now. I'm sick of hearing myself tell people in such a childish way "omgz I've got a boyfriend"..."Tom this" "Tom that"...argh *STABS SELF* I must be so annoying, especially now a lot of my friends are in the position I'd been in for ages of 'everyone has a bf but me'. It's no big deal...so why do I act ( Read more... )

Oh my damn, this music is so beautiful it's made me cry for about an hour. I'm so glad I asked for the Edward Scissorhands soundtrack, but methinks I should listen in moderation or I'll be crying all the time lol ( Read more... )

Argh I'm so angry. I hate being so full of pride but god damn, I could only find flesh colour tights today and decided to wear trainers with them. BIG MISTAKE. Have you any idea how windy this stupid city is? I want to be back at Bretton where it's safe. Fucking wind's been treating me like Marilyn Monroe and every fucking student I pass sees my ( Read more... )

I think I miss Tom. That's a good sign, right? I should stop worrying...I have a whole lifetime to find out if I can fall in love with him or not. Meh.

22nd January 2006 - I have my first boyfriend, so it seems.

Wow.

Just... geh?
So many things done today, can't even find the energy to type it.

Is this real?

He wants to go for coffee. COFFEE! oh yeah and he thinks I'm cute...

One drawback: Sometimes he's not sure if I'm me so he has to imagine me in a pirate costume again to be certain. LOL!

FFS, what do people wear out to getting coffee?

Oh yes, who's a wuss with a capital W, eh? ME!!! So I went in to hand in my portfolio and then wandered past the room he was supposed to be rehearsing in. He wasn't there. Bollocks. So...I wandered about a bit, read a bit of a book, called in on Anka, read a bit more, wandered some more...went back to the refectory for some food ( Read more... )

Okay, okay so not major *calms* but like...I bumped into Tom in Bretton the other day. And I thought he either hadn't seen me or he *had* seen me but didn't like what he saw because he vanished the way he'd come and must have cleared a flight of stairs in one jump or something ( Read more... )

Oh :x I think I'm falling in love with a guy I hardly know. He's better than the boy I loved before. My hobbit, my captain, my Jick ^.^ Will he be my Tom?

Oh lord I keep skipping and smiling.

Okay so not long ago I sent a mail out to two people on the Leeds mail account so I could say hi to this guy I sorta have a crush on. I had to send it to two because two people in the third year had TH as their initials...and now I've just realised that I actually knew BOTH guys. *Embarrassed* If guitar Tom's last name begins with H, which it does ( Read more... )