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[daesci]

One day Alice came to a fork in the road and saw a Cheshire cat in a tree.

'Which road do I take?' she asked.

'Where do you want to go?' was his response.

'I don't know,' Alice answered.

'Then,' said the cat, 'it doesn't matter.'

--Lewis Carroll, From Alice in Wonderland

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[daesci]

I've been thinking a lot about this quote and the road I want to go down. I don't want to go down the road that I've been heading down - negativity and destruction! It's not the kind of person I want to be. I am tired but I'm not weak. I am terribly upset but I'm not defeated. I am hurt but I'm not unloved. At least I'm standing and walking down the road. I'm not stagnant. I'm not standing still. I'm moving forward!

I put this quote up here for a number of reasons - my mental state and my situation w/ HIM and my future outside of the military and so many other things. Today though it struck me concerning the negativity in my life. Oh it affects me so strongly when it comes to HIM. Im sadden by the way things are turning out. It brings me darkness to my heart the hatred and the hurt he brings to my life where he used to bring so much happiness and joy and laughter.