i feel so disconnected...

and i don't think they realize that.

i got my NEMFA scores and laughed... so... freakin... hard

xD

she said it was part faith, part fate

......

eight

le sigh...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

so wrong. SO wrong. but SO funny. HAHAHAHA

Emerson auditions tomorrow.

I had a critique with Nap today and a surprise of a few extra people. i'm confident that i'll do well. the question is "is it what they're looking for?" =/ i'm still worried to bits.

I can't wait until it's all over. and i'm watching the office with mary-ellen eating... pretty much all her food.

=)

if my leg weren't lame i would be doing a semi-happy jig.

semi because i'll be staying at a crappy holiday inn (no offense to those pro-holiday inn) and i'll be spending three night instead of four nights

but happy because i'll be going to the Sundance Film Festivals (woot woot)... with more pocket money

=D

last night, i finally did an estimate for the amount of money i need for my trip in January...
and it looks like i'm not going anymore.

because, unless a money tree decides to pop out of my ass and plant itself in my backyard and grow 3,000 dollars, i can't afford to go to the Sundance film festival...

...
i hate life.

what santa left under bill clintons trees

"hmm....stain remover"

i'm so fucked for CI

i'm going to try and stop being stupid.

if i think i'm getting chubbier, then i'll shut the fuck up and make the right food choices and run.

if i think i'm doing bad in school, then i'll shut the fuck up and study

if i think i'm ugly, then i'll shut the fuck up and deal with it, because atleast i have a damn face.

good-bye pessimism.

i wish i could feel as unstoppable as my music makes me feel....