goddamnit this town is so motherfuckin boring.. i wanna get out and leave but i dont wanna stay gone.. i wanna buy a bus and put some matresses in it, ya know pimp it out and go with an ass of people on a long ass road trip... where? i dont know and no i dont care.. just outa here ( Read more... )

yep well today is my birthday.. lets see what kind of crazy shit will happen today

yeah so my phone works again (thank god) my phone is basically my lifeline to the outside world.. hehe.. anyways.. what did everyone get for christmas? get some cool shit? well its not x-mas yet.. but it will be damnit. i hope i get something.. but yeah dont drop ya phone in yer own piss.. it sucks.. lets see.. what the fuck did i do today ( Read more... )

So Chasing August had a show last night, and none of ya fuckers came out.. hehe.. oh well it was kinda boring other than them having a new song and seeing some ppl i havent seen in forever.. it was also fuckin cold as shit.. bout to freeze my nuts off out there.. but after that we went to slade and jesse's where we drank a few and chilled.. and ( Read more... )

ok so i guess for me.. scamming money is kind of an art.. i dont get it but thats what i do.. thats how i get paid.. haha.. but once again i did it. drove to charlotte to get a trip.. haha.. damn theres and awesome skatepark up there.. i think i'ma go back just to skate.. i hope i get my license.. soo far the holidays havent been that bad.. i've ( Read more... )

the adjacently hung self mutilating silence that captures us all ( Read more... )

damn sitting here being bored looking around.. i came across the old "I.E." cd and the chasing august demo.. love walk away ( Read more... )

damn i have too many of these little online journal things.. but either which way.. yeah so i'm calm now.. done hating the world. now i'm just hating myself.. cuz i hurt myself again.. oh well... hehe.. but one thing i'd love to know is why, whenever we think that something good is going to happen we build ourselves up for it.. knowing that we ( Read more... )

2 weeks of gettin drunk and i'll never say a word ( Read more... )

yeah so not too long ago i kinda realized something in my life that could possibly destroy or just fill my holes... who knows what could lay in store for me but i'm fuckin ready to chance it, it may contain pain, but its not like i've never felt it before, i just wih, i just wish i knew