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Vienna Teng does NOT sing "Where the Wild Roses Grow" but it sure sounds like it with this song.
So I'm completely hyped up on Red Bull and energy pills... Which I can feel affecting my heart, which probably means I shouldn't take anymore of them. And I have four more pages (and most of the stuff) to go on this gorram paper ( Read more... ) -
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My muse is stirring. But she's angry. She's angry at me for waking her, I think. Lazy skank. She doesn't like what I've given her. It's too... torn, she says. Others have said it so much better than can be done by my infantile mind. She's not a very positive muse, this one. She's annoyed that I'm so broken. How could I let myself get here ( Read more... ) -
Wild by Poe -- It's not a house, this time.
I go wild cause you break me open ( Read more... ) -
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BAH.
I'ma smack her. With stuff. And things.
Perhaps she's just going insane?
We'll see. -
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Okay, disregard last night's insanity. My brain was doing evil things to itself. I have decided that I will never ever under any circumstances take diet pills ever. Or caffeine pills on a regular basis ( Read more... ) -
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I'm shaking so bad, and I'm not cold. I feel like stuff is being released.
Tell me the truth this time. Don't lie to me. I don't want that. -
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To be or not to be, that is the question. Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, or to take arms against a sea of troubles, and by opposing end them. To die. To sleep. And by a sleep, to say we end the heartache and the thousand natural shocks that flesh is heir to ( Read more... ) -
Mice and Cookies
I feel a lot better... For the most part. This can be mostly attributed to the fact that I found my pictures from Ireland this afternoon.
I still get sick with anxiety over nothings.
Not a pleasant feeling. But I can basically ignore everything else, as it subsided today to a dull roar, as opposed to sharp screeching. This I can handle. -
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Sometimes you don't need a friend. Sometimes you just need someone there to literally help you hold yourself together. You don't need the truth. You don't need "personal time." Personal time is when it's safe to be alone. I think I quickly progressed from "I can handle this" to a place that one shouldn't be left alone in the dark. I'm so glad I ( Read more... ) -
River had the right of it.
I feel almost as if once someone says something such as "you might be thus" then it makes this unconcious portion of your brain feel that it is thus and then it becomes nearly impossible to not be thus ( Read more... )