i realized that i didn't know everything on my review sheet and i had my first final today. and two tomorrow. sorry! had much stress and nearly had a mental breakdown...one more tonight and i'm done with my first round of finals.

i fucking hate finals i don't understand shit and i'm going to be put on fucking probation during my first go daym mother fucking quarter!!!! ugh! 3 fucking finals and no time left to study. i might as well drop out now. cuz this fucking stress i can't handle anymore. no more god daym procrastination. no more fun till i get my shit done. fun time ( Read more... )

d00t da d00! BACK AT HOME! already hit up costco ^_^ i go EVERYTIME i'm home! so sad i know! anyways...had TWO midterms today...did ok on one and good on the other. i hate chem. i hate calculus. go engineers! lol! neways! w00t! ^_^

So i just found out about another suicide...second one i've heard about this week...i mean we're midterms THAT bad? obviously i can't know y they did it...but i wish i could. rip christina cho and amanda hafleigh. they were both second years...at different uc campuses but yea...even though i only knew christina by name and had never met amanda i ( Read more... )

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well i've gotten the grades for all of my midterms...2 c's and one b. yay. too bad i got c's in the classes i need a's and b's in...oh well round two is in 2 weeks =D lol! ok yay

*sigh* i feel so bipolar lately. i'm all super happy and then i'm down in the dumps like now. i'm focused and then i have ADD like now. i love the world i hate the world. i have a sense of clarity then i'm confused. i love and hate life right now. i'm optimitsic of the future but i'm scared of the failures ahead of me. i just want to feel your arms ( Read more... )

i'm in class...and i don't feel like listening so i think i'll update my beloved lj. the end.