Oh so tired of it.

Oh so fucking tired of never getting to rp. Oh so tired of Maes being on my back about Endoh. Oh so tired of Endoh.
Oh so tired of the bullshit that comes a-knocking.
Oh so tired of managing to pick every fucking guy that's never around.
Oh so fucking tired of the fact that every time - every. goddamn. time - I'm upset and snarling ( Read more... )

Dan once came on, checked my lj, and commented that life must be good because I hadn't updated in a while.

I laughed at him.

This time, however, life is just ... [makes a vague sort of gesture] It has it moments. Not really good, not really bad. Nothing all that great I should mention and be excited about.
At least, going on peoples reactions.

Rob ( Read more... )

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This is my baby o_o His name is Yashoku. Drool or die. He's sexeh.

Yadda yadda, much to rant about. Now you've seen what I've been flailing about, your obligation to read this post is done with.

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But now I'm tired and I don't feel like ranting.

All hail bulletpoints. Angel uses them, so they must be sexy.

Bad ( Read more... )

It's funny.

Well, not really, but we all have those times when we just have no idea how to start writing.

When my oh so darling sweetling decided to get pissed and not talk to me for a few days, I felt like something had been ripped out of me. Like I had lost a piece of myself.
Oh, sure. I sound like a stalker. I know this, but it's the truth.
To sit ( Read more... )

I saw the babies yesterday.

Wasn't so bad. Josh came running out, and over to me, and stayed with me for something like half an hour. He was content to sit on the boot of the car and talk to me, and I was content to stand there and watch him play with his transformer, and pretend his hand was a window washer.
Apart from Rob yelling out every few ( Read more... )

Andrea says : "And that person goes there ... just because !"

And that, people, is what you get when I asked how you get second cousins once removed. The crosses were amusing. I think I got lost before she even started talking.
She says hi to all you people who read my "diary".
She's a tad insane, yanno >_>

So I took Sarah's advice and I spilled my ( Read more... )

So I guess this is where I apologise for my last post, and beg Jase to forgive me, right ?

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Maybe later. Or maybe never. I haven't decided what I'm going to do about that yet. One of those things where ... just don't wanna think about it.
Or, think of it like this : Can you imagine your life without one person you would die for ? I didn't ( Read more... )

You know those surveys you get, where you always get the question "What's the best / worst feeling in the world ?"

I honestly believe I can answer.

All the talks we had, Sarah, about how miserable I was ? About how much it sucked that all was happening was Jase was poofing further and further away ?
In the end, they don't mean shit. Because he ( Read more... )

Not that any of you damnwell care, but y'know, I'm not entirely alright.

And yes, that was a snippish comment, and no, I don't entirely mean it. Hush and move along now.

First off, about my nephews ? They aren't going to be coming back to their parents unless said parents move in with my brother in laws parents. You see the problem with this ? Me ( Read more... )

Hm.

So here's the deal - I just don't care.

About anything.

So as we all know - and as none of you fuckers cared about - my nephews were taken away. Apparently they weren't getting fed. Their room was unhygenic. There were soiled nappies lying around.

But like I said, I don't care.

Now why oh why would Dahky, who sat there and cried over this, who ( Read more... )