Ever noticed how most of the entry titles I put have absolutely nothing to do with the entries ? It's rather odd, really.

Oh stop looking at me like that.

Well, just to get it out of the way, what I really want to address, I can't. For various reasons, but mostly because the backlash of outright stating such things isn't something I want to deal ( Read more... )

.. And that post still reduces me to tears. Not in the bad way, but, y'know.

Despite how well you can predict me, I don't think you can possibly understand how much is means that you -mean- all that. The false hope comment wasn't directed at you failing to keep your word; it was directed at the hopelessness I felt that night, at all the doubt I ( Read more... )

Buenos días.

Estoy cansada y aburrido ~-~

Hay tres personas, quiénes mis amigos. Hoy Sarah, Dan, y Jase. Dino también por que estoy MUY aburrido.

Sarah tienes quince años. Sarah es muy alta y delgada, tienes pelo corta, lisa morena ... pienso. No lo sé el color de su ojos. Mi amiga esta muy divertida, alegre y simpática. Su novio es Chris. Ella ( Read more... )

I want a muse.

Oh stop looking at me like that. I really do want one. Beck not only gets Dex, but a cute doggy. Everyone else has these incredibly sexy guys that induce buckets of drool. A few of the guys have females.
Although, it appears that actual people are popular muses nowadays too.

Maybe if I had one, I might actually get some writing down. ( Read more... )

First, a public confession : I am officially hooked on Sonata Arctica. Jase sent me Full Moon, which lead to me liking them. I then went into town and lurked in Crossroads for about 45 minutes. The result ? The album 'Reckoning Night'. Whoever the hell the chick is in there rocks. Not only does she accomodate my insane lust for buying gothic dragon ( Read more... )

Well today was fun.

Really, it was.

On the upside, I finished Memnoch The Devil. I mourn Armand. I found a scratchie my Dad hadn't cashed in, so fwee, extra ten bucks. My boss is organizing a professional photographer for my passport photo, much to my suspicion. I don't get the impression he's pleased about why I'm tottling off to Oregon - although ( Read more... )

I don't give a shit what you say, Fred, what just happened to me ? That damnwell counts as me having the right to claim depression.

Of course, you wouldn't think so. After all, it's every day I'm accused of being the reason my sister's marriage has fallen apart.

No, really, I'm sure it's true. I'm sure that not appreciating being treated like shit ( Read more... )

You were wrong when you said I wasn't selfish, you know.

And I lied.

I said I didn't want to be protected from all the bad things in the world, but you know what ? I do. I want to feel safe, and loved, and wanted, and all those things that I don't even remember anymore. I want to curl up next to some, burrowed in my mink, and have them tell me ( Read more... )

One last thing to do before I finish up my spanish and sleep.

First conclusion of the day that came to me while watching my Angel dvd : When Dru bites someone, it sounds like she's taking a huge chunk of onion out. Seriously. It's odd.
And while a sweaty Angel doesn't take my fancy, I'd have my own personal Lindsey for my own amusement. Don't know ( Read more... )

Respects a funny thing, ain't it ( Read more... )