Divine Intervention

[daidream]

so i dont really know what to do right now so im turning to my jounral. last night was the formal dance...which i have been looking forward to for about a year.....its over...how was it? it was ok...played bad muusic and spent 75% of it in my hotel room

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hay.. jst thought..

[keddaboz]

hay im from new zealand, i knw u prolly dont appreciate me reading ur journal but u are in exactly the same situation as i am in. at the moment im thinking of breaking it off with my boyfriend of nearly 2 years. he seems to be more into me than i am into him. its really confusing but i know hes not the guy for me. i love him and he loves me but i just dont love him the way that he loves me. i love him as a person, as a friend, i love him for being such a strong person. but he loves me cause im his girlfriend and i think i deserve to tell him.. ive been tossing this through my head for about 2 months. he dosent live in the same city as me but we see each other as much as we can. usually about 3 days after i see him i start missing him but last time i stayed with him i stayed for 2 weeks and it just made me realise how much hes so different to me and we dont get along all that well, and it has been approximately 2 months since ive seen him and i still dont miss him.. thats probably the reason why i havent seen him.. oh well.. :) good

Re: hay.. just thought..

[daidream]

hey, im glad you read my jounral, thats whats its there for;) relationships are really hard, you have been with your boyfriend a lot longer than I have been with mine, but I know how you feel. Its like you love them, but you know that you are not ready to spend the rest of your life with them and you wonder why you are doing the relationship thing at all. And the distance thing makes it even harder! Im moving away in a month and then we will have to deal with the distance and that makes it even harder. It sounds like you may be ready to move on, I guess all I can say is be honest with him and see how he feels about the situation. Im more or less, going to take it a day at a time, I believe in destiny/fate all that, and I feel like we are meant to be at this moment now and the next well we will just have to see. it was nice hearing from you. good luck!