Does one ever really get over a love? A question people have been asking for years if not centuries. In a lot of ways I would say no, but in other ways yes. I am very much so over my highschool love, Alex. He is no more then a dull memory and hardly ever think about him. But I still miss Robbert greatly. I would say he was probably the first guy ( Read more... )

    Well, I think I decided that I'm going to dress as scantily as this job will allow......that's all I got. But there is something else I would rather talk about. My floor....no, not just my floor, my hall has a ghost. She haunts our bathroom. Stacy, my room mate saw her one morning when she got up to use the bathroom. She looked up in the mirror ( Read more... )

    Ah, school....college life......it sucks. The food sucks the beds suck and the people in charge suck. I hate and love it hear. I can be away from my parents, but I miss my mom's cooking and my room. But I'm starting to make connections and a few friends. There is a party this coming weekend and I'm excited for that. It's in Chelsea too. Boy, ( Read more... )

    Today has been an interesting day for me. Not only because I got to spend most of it with a man that has more passion towards love and women then I have ever been with, and that I got my first ever hickey and it is on my right ass cheek, but also I found out my Great Uncle Wayen died. He died some time in the night last night. He had been ( Read more... )

    I'm not sure how today is going to be. I was invited to a picnic with Nick, but I'm not sure how much I am going to enjoy it, seeing as a year ago today my grandfather died. I miss him so much. He was a great man and things just don't seem like true family gatherings without him. He was always very kind and understanding. I hardly ever saw him ( Read more... )

   I just got back from taking my brother's dog for a walk in the rain. I must say it was rather refreshing. There is something about the rain that is just very cleansing. Though, knowing me, with my head uncovered and my feet exposed and the little amount of sleep I have been getting, I'll be sick in the next two days or so. I don't really care ( Read more... )

I was watching this and I was like, omg, those kids rock! I wish I could play the piano nearly as well. They should start a little band lol.

Ugh! Men are so fucking irritating! I swear! I'll be a lesbian before the year is out. God Damn! How retarded. After all that work of finding me again after Ryan and I broke up and getting back together and now he doesn't want me. MAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND YOU DIM WITTED SACK OF DUNG!!! Not that I really want him anymore. I don't think there is ( Read more... )

         What can I say about my hostess Julia, except that I am a part of her. She is the angel that she is constantly striven to be and I am the demon that has clipped her wings. I have eaten so much of her anger and hate that I have become it. Over the past few years it has become much easier for me to gain control over her mind and I must say ( Read more... )

     That ole picture frame keeps hangin round ( Read more... )