three cheers for sweet revenge...

[daimiensin]

hiya... uber depressed. I just want to kill myself today. I dont like these feelings of self pity. the one time I need you to save me you FAILED me... nothing at all.

THIS IS WHY i WROTE THIS SONG,
TO LET YOU KNOW THAT i WAS WRONG.

THE STORY ENDS WITHOUT A THREAD,
THIS IS HOW YOU KNOW i AM DEAD...

dAi MIeN

Comments

[shinoakkitenshi]

Sweetie...you shouldn't kill yourself and i hope you arent serious about it, otherwise ima get your number from michael and call you! :(

*tear*

[daimiensin]

yeah... I know. I hate myself. I feel like a major sellout to all the things that made me. someone told me that I was only growing up and finding myself... I am simply lost in the dark. but on the good side, I got a nice Hiei keychain at hot topic! ....***switch back to depressed mode** but I still cannot talk to anyone about the way I feel. I asm sooo..... alone.

and I know how melodramatic I sound, but Ill probably get over it. if you want my #, ill give it to you.

Re: *tear*

[shinoakkitenshi]

you dont sound melodramatic at all sweetie. *hugs tight* And if you want to email me your number that's fine. :) And I do not think you're a sellout hun. I really dont. I've been there where you are, and it is a scary scary place. Just take pleasure in the simple things in life and focus on those. And you are never alone. You have Mike and Me. I know we're far away, but we're still here for you :*

Re: *tear*

[daimiensin]

*feels uber better* goes to post happy things on live journal*
thanx! Ill give it to you right away! ^_^

wait... do you have an email address?

[yoko_hiei]

Don't kill yourself!!!!! People are selfish bastards so it's sometimes better to not have someone to talk to. Trust me, I used to have alot of people I would call true friends, but now they are too caught up in their life and think they are doing good by pitying you. I think the best person to confide in is yourself because then you are less likely to be betrayed