have any of you been to the newly renovated Singapore Botanical Gardens?
anybody up for it? wanna go with me?
oh wait. i dont think so. everyone's busy. including yours truly, but i'm always free for these stuffs.

this week, i passed my e maths test & got the highest improvement for Physics.
its still not good enough. i told you i will be working ( Read more... )

It does.

I want to sleepover. I want to ton. with my friends. but my friends have no time for me.

ahh well.

you treated me like shit but with other girls, you make sure you won't hurt their feelings. its the way you treated me that makes me think you hate me. its like as if i'm nothing to you. nothing significant. nothing special. i've always wanted you. you are my beau. my boyfriend. i see happy couples everywhere i go. how can we not be like them? i ( Read more... )

how queer.
sometimes, people just don't get the drift.
i just cannot focus!
so stop bothering me!

oh fuck i'm jealous of everyone.

haha.

on a lighter note, i have another personal lj account.

shit happens in life, you see. you have to be strong. i'm weak & i'm not good ( Read more... )

i've been treated so coldly today.
before the gig.
in the gig.
after the gig.
elsewhere.

i'm confused. o_O ?

i felt like crying on the way home. but the naked guy in the substation made me smile all the time.
so hilarious. he was naked.
i took big steps and looked down and held back my tears.

be contented with your life.

dont be a loser like me. :D

I might not be able to blog more often now. So this might be a long post.

Sometimes I wish I wouldn't have to handle the shitness in life's like this. I know life sucks, but hey, you've got to move on. YOU'VE GOT TO! If you dont, you're gonna suffer even if you stay in one spot doing nothing. They say life isn't perfect for some of them, excluding ( Read more... )

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday

Suddenly, I'm not half the girl I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh, yesterday came suddenly

Why he had to go
I don't know he wouldn't say
I said something wrong,
now I long for yesterday

Yesterday, love was such an easy game ( Read more... )

somehow its pretty awkward that i could actually just "heck care" about what my teacher said about me just now.
i couldnt care anymore.
you expect everyone of ur pupils to be perfect. why should you?
i have my own ways of concerntrating and doing my own things.
my own ways. you're the teacher, but you have no right to actually insult how weak i am.
and ( Read more... )

P.S.: this is not another emo post. i just want to vent my anger. hehehehehehee.

seriously, the school authorities, discipline teachers and whatever shit, they are pissing me off.
AT LEAST I HAD THE INITIATIVE TO CUT MY HAIR. AND MY FRINGE IS DAMN SHORT.
who cares about the sideburns, for god's sake? i'm not a guy.
LOOK AT THE PLANNER. do they look ( Read more... )