http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Ashley+Spears

Poetry.

I wish that it was easier for me to talk to people. I used to be much more friendly. I also wish that it was easier for me to share myself with people. I feel like my friends don't understand the parts of me that have changed. I really want to be engaged and active and interested in the people around me. I need to write. I have to write.

When I talk about poems and short stories with my English teacher I feel giddy. I am in love with literature and psychology embedded in all written work. I am in love. When I leave room 212 in the AC building, my stomach feels like butterflies and I smile. I forget everything in the world except stories and stories about stories and writing about ( Read more... )

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I struggled to wake up this morning from an awful dream. Oscar and I were at this house and the owner wanted to watch Saw 2. I objected, but we started watching it anyway. A few minutes into it I made them turn it off and I told Oscar I wanted to leave. The house was creepy and it was like the idea of Saw had penetrated throught the T.V. out into ( Read more... )

http://kevan.org/johari?name=daintysqueakbox

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I'm moving back home because living on your own is expensive and stressful ( Read more... )

I

do

not

know

!

Whatthefuckisupwitheverything?!

i'm
lonely
.

<3
ashley

All I want to do lately is read Tarot cards. I've givin some pretty good readings lately, mostly for Emily. It's amazing how well I'm getting to know my cards. There are still little quirks in them that I'm learning ( Read more... )