Disposable Teens ( Read more... )

So, last night I got the balls and talked to CJ.lol I dont know why i thought he wouldnt want to talk to me. Uhhh,I can be oh so stupid. BUt anyway, I was talking to him for like an hour. I really for bad for him. I mean he hates VA, he is really depressed and he cant even see his girlfriend because she lives in NY. Alex don't say anything. ( Read more... )

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I miss him. I miss him with all my heart. Its really sad, but there is nothing I can do about it. I wish things could have been diffrent. I wish I could change the things that happened. I wish...I wish so many things. If only wishes came true. Im not gunna cry anymore for him. I promised myself that. This is so fucking Emo, but I just dont ( Read more... )

So I know that most people don't think that there are soul mates or anything but I do. And Ihave been thinking and I found mine. I know who he is. But even though I know who he is and we have dated, he is gone. Its kinda sad that it has taken me this long to relize it. But it makes a lot of sense. Ever since we broke up, I just don't feel ( Read more... )

(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK ( Read more... )

OKay so, my last entry, well I guess I was having my "Emo" time, or something like that. So dont you worry everyone that hats me, Im not going anywhere!! So today Im supposed to be going to the fair but Im not sure if I want to go because god knows who will be there. SO me and Chrissy were talking last night and we dont understand the point in ( Read more... )

I dont want to be here any more. I thought life would get better. thats what everyone said. But in the end I guess there were all wrong...and maybe I should just be dead.

OKAy so now, I am offical an Emo Girl. I really just want to curl up in a little ball and die. I must say that last night Alex B and Bobby...yess Bobby, made me feel a little better. But yeah, Im a fucking Emo Girl now. I hope your happy. You know who you are. OKay so While I am just going to feel like shit for a few more days I think, (sorry ( Read more... )

So yeah...I just got home. Im actaully kinda happy to be back in Freehold. So yeah. Chrissy, I woul dlike to get drunk off my ass so I need to hang out at your house again.HAHA We can invite Tulio and you can look at his TOOL every 5 Seconds. That, I must say, was funny as hell. Well yeah. I hope we get a storm tonight. But oh Alex..the ( Read more... )