FRIENDS 'TIL THE END....of the day.
I feel sick. And I'm about done with everyone.
I've discovered you can't consider everyone your friend just 'cause you've been through a lot together. Cause like usual, some dirty slut is going to stab you in the back and act like she doesn't give a shit just to feel cool about it. There are some things that you should regret(unless you really do enjoy being a backstabbing bitch) It hasn't happened to me but I knew friend who had a friend.
I've come to the conclusion never to trust blondes. This happened awhile ago,( I'm latin and kind of always had a problem with white chicks) but it was reassured this weekend. They haven't done anything to me personally, but I knew a friend who had a friend.
I wish I could confront people. It's been a while since I've really bitched someone out. I kinda miss making people feel like shit for doing shitty things.( Like being a dirty slut and stabbing their friend in the back and acting like they don't give a shit.) But I've made a promise to myself not to fight for other people. if they have a problem, they should take care of it themselves. Even though the hardcore friend in me really wants to just kick the person in the grill for being a fucking scag. But then again, the hurt friend in me doesn't give a shit anymore only because person who I want to fight for, the person who should be hurt the most, chose the shittiest person in the world to continue to hang out with. So why should I fight for someone who has obviously lost all respect for themself?
This is all probably really confusing to the unknowing, but to those of you who do...You all suck.
I'm sick of being the friend of shitty people. I'm done. I'm gonna stick with having the back of people who have my back. People who I can truly call "friends" because we respect each other. And we make sacrifices for each other and are appreciated for it.
This a really bitchy entry. And probably really boring to people. And everyone is probably wondering why all my entries are about friendship. It's because everyone has forgotten the meaning of it and I'm dieing on the inside because my friends are my life and my love. They are as important as family because they are like family. I guess its just me. Because so far a few of the people that I have considered friends have just turned out to be people I shouldn't even consider.