Hahaha yeah ive been really lazy about updateing this. So here i am...
Been alittle bored i guess but who cares it beats working. Anyways if im awake im usually online so feel free to messege me.

Ok so Im in iraq right now, and Im probrably liveing better than I did before. Aside from the constant threat of death. I eat more, go to the gym regularly. And still manage to sit in a dark room and play computer games for hours a day. Plus if they let me off in germany on my leave Im gonna fly to rome.
Anyways you guys can feel free to write me.

this is my last entry for a few weeks, I leave this week and hopefully will be able to reestablish some sort of pattern in a few weeks.
Erm Its nerve racking but Ill be back sometime next year. So wish me luck.

Its not that I dont like the job, I just dont get paid enough to take a bullet for some smuck. Id like to think of myself as not totaly selfish, and if I got paid like the guys at triple canopy or blackwater Id hurl myself infront of anyone theyd like. So Im sure everyone can forgive me if Im not overly enthusiastic about the prospect. Realizeing ( Read more... )

sorry, I was tired and really upset yesterday. Im hopeing after Iraq I can start to not be all isolated and maybe I wont get so upset sometimes. Anyways I dont plan on dieing so some of you are stuck with me ( Read more... )

I just need to learn how to keep my idiotic mouth shut.

Well Im kind of angery right now. Im gonna be flat out honest, theres a chance Im gonna die this year. I dont mean that standard probrability of something happening, Im reffering to the solid statistic that says people die in the army ( Read more... )

For some reason I just got this impression of myself being this brooding skeleton of a person locked away from humanity.
I wonder what Id find out about myself on deeper inspection of this thought... hmm

I feel so much better. Infact I feel really happy ( Read more... )

Take two vials of blood out
Add 1mg of flu vaccine
Stick in a hot shower for half an hour
and hope I dont die of some super virus