1. Reply to this post if you'd like some ego boosting.

2. Watch my journal over the next few days for a post just about you, only you, and why I think whatever I do about you. (make in fact be a paragraph..*L*)

3. Post these instructions in your journal and pass it on.

Oh yeah dates for me being home should be 18th-2nd..... I still wont have a car so if you want to see me this is your last chance and youll have to make an effort.

God I wish I were drunk. Maybe then I wouldnt feel like such an ass right now.

Im in a great mood becuse work couldnt be better, but just now there started to be some stuff nagging at the back of my mind ( Read more... )

Im alive, Ill be home in december, I know the dates and Ill tell anyone whos asks, but until then Im gonna be in Houston for thanksgiveing and working till I leave for home.
This is the last chance to see me for quite awhile guys so Ill make time for anyone who wants it, and probrably gonna try and make time for a few who dont.

Hahaha I slacked off on so many things today, maybe thats why something feels missing.
Anyways gut wrenching lonlieness continues to plague me, maybe this weekend will change that... I dont say that for any particular reason but its a three day so who knows...
damn it Im out of cookies

I got to wonder, why are things like they are? I dont want to say Im unlucky becuse it could be worse I guess.
If anything Im quite succsessful in life so far, but I want more, I want the perfect girl to spend my life with. I cant even get a girl though, I become to fixated on what I cant have....
argh... wish I could get help for this

19 years!!!
not that its a really big deal, but hey might as well celebrate right
plus I have a fully functioning labtop now

As much as your right your also wrong, what good would a girl friend do me right now, I leave in like four months for iraq remeber. Plus its not like women flock to me, and most women dont meet my expectations anyways. But its a sweet thought right? Ive got stuff that ill probrably write when theres time now must sleep

Im dazed, confused, still trying to conquer my emotional issue, but now I can kill things better...
Ill write more once I sleep