staying home tonight...i guess...sick...depressed...emotionally drained...these are the reasons i'm probably sick...i can't stand it much longer, i really can't...FUCK
i think its perfectly normal for you to feel this way...a girl you liked alot for days on end...and guy whos like your brother day in and day out...are now hanging together. the two closest people to your heart see each other...well maybe...and that has to be upsetting even for a person who has never been in the kind of situation before...and im sure you told this girl hundreds of times you still have feelings for her or wish she didnt go to your best friend so soon...but if she truley doesnt see it that way...well put it this way...dont let this blind you of everything there is out there...your only 18! you got alot to live for buddy dont let things like this get you down..not at an age for someone so young...your true friends will shine through all of this...like the saying goes...live your life out to the fullest because you only live once...so dont let this be something you regret later...knowing that you dwelled on something so silly even if it doesnt seem "silly" at the moment..trust me...be strong hun!
thanx whoever you are...i do have that philosophy..that life is too short for this kinda shit..but i guess when shit like this happens, especially when you envisioned it happening differently....i just cant think like that anymore...and its sad..but its a weakness i have to work on....thanx again
your welcome =) just remember ...is this something that your really going to be worrying about a couple years from now? probably not...so let it just play out...and wry about yourself for now...no body wants to see you as an unhappy person!
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