I’ve read his livejournal for about the millionth time, and I have always had one reaction to his entries: jealousy. I was jealous how passionate he was able to write about his feelings for those other girls, and how he almost always ended his entries with a surge of hope that someday he’d be able to succeed. I was jealous also because he didn’t ( Read more... )

hindi ko alam ang sasabihin... siguro naman malinaw na naguguluhan ako sa kung ano man ang nangyayari sakin.. don't tell me it started just now.. matagal na.. gusto ko na nga sumuko eh.. minsan naiisip ko kung ang pagsuko na lang ba ang tanging paraan upang ako'y lumigaya?

ayoko maghusga ng tao.. as a matter of fact, yun ang pinakainiiwasan ko.. syempre naman sino ba naman ang gustong hinuhusgahan siya ( Read more... )

random musings ( Read more... )

I don't ( Read more... )

• Major depressive episodes are characterized by the following ( Read more... )

Karamihan sa ating mga kababaihan, at pati na ang ibang sensitibo o sadyang pakialamerong kalalakihan, ay mahilig makinig sa mga kwentong buhay-pag-ibig ng iba. Kadalasan pa nga'y nagbibigay tayo ng ating sari-sariling pananaw sa pangyayari sa mga buhay ng mga taong sangkot. Mahilig tayo maka-"relate", mangutya, magbigay ng payo, at kung anu anuman ( Read more... )

I am yet to find out what's wrong with me.. I could not afford another psychiatrist, that's why I'm seeking the internet's help to at least give me an idea what the heck is wrong with me.. I am qualified for a couple of disorders, namely, anxiety disorder and post traumatic stress disorder. However, upon reading more articles about the subtopics ( Read more... )

work ( Read more... )

for the last three days, my accumulated sleeping hours has not reached twelve hours.. that's an average of four hours of sleep a day.. it is indeed very difficult to work in this with this kind of mental condition, not to mention the physical and emotional effects this has... it's not that i don't want to or don't have the time to do so, but i ( Read more... )