(no subject)
Here's another because as you know, I barely wrote at all this weekend. *hugs*
He watches you drive off and he’s never felt so much pain in his life. It’s not as bad as it could be, truly it isn’t. He knows when you go to unpack; you will find the thinnest of leather thongs with an abstract pendant attached. He knows if you look very carefully, you will see it is your initials entwined. If you look carefully.
He has been kind but distant. He hasn’t fucked you, hasn’t beaten you; wonders if you realise it’s not your fault. He has been busy. Busy packing up his affairs so that he can take them on the road with you. He can’t and won’t let something as mundane as work get in the way. He won’t let you walk into the light, wants to keep you with him on the dark side.
He knows exactly where you’ll be right now. He doesn’t need a schedule; it’s engraved on his memory.
He watches you drive off and he’s never felt so much pain in his life. It’s not as bad as it could be, truly it isn’t. He knows when you go to unpack; you will find the thinnest of leather thongs with an abstract pendant attached. He knows if you look very carefully, you will see it is your initials entwined. If you look carefully.
He has been kind but distant. He hasn’t fucked you, hasn’t beaten you; wonders if you realise it’s not your fault. He has been busy. Busy packing up his affairs so that he can take them on the road with you. He can’t and won’t let something as mundane as work get in the way. He won’t let you walk into the light, wants to keep you with him on the dark side.
He knows exactly where you’ll be right now. He doesn’t need a schedule; it’s engraved on his memory.