Drabble - Love Hurts
Following a very long day and the new Jimmy McGovern series on BBC1, the muse drifted into my head and left me her calling card. This goes out to anyone who's had a bad day today.
He is lying on the floor trying to cry silently. Cry. That in itself is a miracle. He hasn’t cried for so long. Sir breaks down all his barriers, won’t allow him to hide anything. But today he defied him, he let the Dom side of him float to the surface and it has all ended in tears. His tears.
Now he is banished from his Sir’s side. Relegated to not just the floor, but to the landing outside the bedroom. He’s going to spend most of the next day on his knees, arms out in supplication, begging for forgiveness. And the worse thing? The worse thing is that he’s prepared to do it. He is prepared to subjugate himself, prepared to do whatever it takes to earn back his Sir’s good graces.
For this hurts. The pain of separation more than he can bear, knowing Sir is angry with him and for a good reason. Somewhere, sometime he found headspace and his life will never be the same again.
He is lying on the floor trying to cry silently. Cry. That in itself is a miracle. He hasn’t cried for so long. Sir breaks down all his barriers, won’t allow him to hide anything. But today he defied him, he let the Dom side of him float to the surface and it has all ended in tears. His tears.
Now he is banished from his Sir’s side. Relegated to not just the floor, but to the landing outside the bedroom. He’s going to spend most of the next day on his knees, arms out in supplication, begging for forgiveness. And the worse thing? The worse thing is that he’s prepared to do it. He is prepared to subjugate himself, prepared to do whatever it takes to earn back his Sir’s good graces.
For this hurts. The pain of separation more than he can bear, knowing Sir is angry with him and for a good reason. Somewhere, sometime he found headspace and his life will never be the same again.