it's not that I can't stay away.....dalena13June 15 2004, 03:41:24 UTC
Remember, Dan, how I told you I was sick of whining and navel gazing and was too busy living life to write about it, well ,I can't seem to shake these voices in my head any way, I thought if I went back to writing, it would help I would read my rants and realize what a pathetic sod I sounded like and be able to pick up No, not that easily done.
Self defeatist prophecies coming true Have come to the end of bullshit rope faking intelligence only takes you so far Now what Can't seem to join the discourse community that my money has paid for All I can do is speak in layman's terms What am I doing here? What happens now? My Thesis is in shambles broken fragments of ideas and unrelated data. Immersing myself in literary works and educational theories further adding to my scrambled brain I suppose it's too late for a refund All I wanted was a few more initials after my name to give credibility to psychosis
I'll tell you what I tell my closest friendsdalena13June 16 2004, 06:17:01 UTC
stay away from me poison.... I don't want to be on this planet yet hard to check out without damaging others, damm them damm me I will go through pretense of living of believing there is a reasoning that i am 'back' what did Mr.T used to say? Pity the fool
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I would read my rants and realize what a pathetic sod I sounded like and be able to pick up
No, not that easily done.
Self defeatist prophecies coming true
Have come to the end of bullshit rope
faking intelligence only takes you so far
Now what
Can't seem to join the discourse community
that my money has paid for
All I can do is speak in layman's terms
What am I doing here?
What happens now?
My Thesis is in shambles
broken fragments of ideas
and unrelated data.
Immersing myself in literary works
and educational theories
further adding to my scrambled brain
I suppose it's too late for a refund
All I wanted was a few more initials
after my name
to give credibility
to psychosis
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poison....
I don't want to be on this planet
yet hard to check out without
damaging others,
damm them
damm me
I will go through pretense
of living
of believing
there is a reasoning
that i am 'back'
what did Mr.T used to say?
Pity the fool
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