Awesomness about my labor day:
-Feel like shit
-My hip still hurts really bad
-My family is freaiking out cause I don't eat meat and refuse to eat the hamburger they made me
-I can't eat anything else they made either
-I have to work tonight while I know everyone else is out having fun hanging out and shit
-I miss Samantha and Crystal and probably won't get to see them until like Monday or Tuesday at the latest
-I'm lonley
All I want to do today is sit in my room and be by myself and listen to The Red Chord. Is that really too much to ask? Apparently it is.
I give up on everything. I hate that I try to make myslef a better person and no one fucking cares or they get pissed off at my decisions. Fuck everyone. This is for me. Not you. There are maybe 4 people who's opinion's I care about.
Someone make me a mix CD with some metal on it. That would cheer me up immensly.
And find me a girlfriend cause I'm tired of trying at that, too.