This is the soundtrack to saying goodbye...
I miss American Nightmare. So fucking much. It's incredible that I got so attached to that band without ever meeting a single member. It still amazes me that music can have that kind of effect on my life. I don't think anyone could ever understand what that band did for me. I wish I could have seen them live one more time. I wish I could just meet Wes and tell him how much his lyircs mean to me. I remember seeing them when they toured for their first CD and just being in complete awe. I have yet to hear a band that can make me feel what they did. I love them. With all my heart. I think it's finally sinking in that I will never see them again. I will never hear The Last Supper After Party live. I have never felt such a release as just being up front and screaming with Wes. I fucking loved it. I wish I could just do that everyday. They will always have a special place in my heart.