We painted crooked lines but danced in perfect time to a love so much refined...
You're the illusion of purpose
Blindly and rhythmically enhancing the destruction of all,
You motivate the will and mortify the senses.
You're the Jesus in the eyes of a fanatic, pushing your
madness to fruitation.
You're the broken heart in the chest of a fool, lovesick to
Suicidal grace.
You hide your meaning in the eys of the dead and laugh at
the sane.
You're the trigger happy lunatic aiming at the only mirror
you haven't shattered yet,
YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND.
You're the music that leads the blind over mountains and off cliffs,
And you know no end.
So here I wait,
Because you know I will.
I feel really lost right now. For some reason I have this overwhelming feeling of uselessness. Like I have no purpose. I'm just another cogwheel in the machine of humanity. It feels like no one really cares about me, yet I know I have people in my life you do. I don't know. I just feel..... emo. I really wish I had someone to see tonight. Someone to just cuddle with and make me feel better. I wish I wasn't so pessemistic and didn't think like this. I guess 2 years of my life being complete bullshit made me bitter.
It's times like this that I really wish I didn't connect with the music I do. I hate the fact that since 8th grade, the one defining song of my exsistence has been "Outside the Boundaries Of Friend" by Shai Hulud.
"I'm not so attractive any more. Take this burden away. I can only stand in front of a broken mirror for so long, staring at the reflection of failed attempts at love and a black heart. My heart, once nourished with hope and compassion, now is black as death. Trudging forward, broken, totally devoid of love. I am nothing more than scars."
MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly
motivated. Sharp
thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves
attention. Deep
feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm
Standpoint. Needs no
motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left
brain). Loves to dream. Strong
clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in
the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts.
Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless.
Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift
What does your birth month say about you?
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So about half of this is right. I have deep feelings. I'm understanding. I love literature and the arts. I hate being at home. And I breath weakly. That's really about it. I'm not high spirited or beautiful or in good physical health.
Blindly and rhythmically enhancing the destruction of all,
You motivate the will and mortify the senses.
You're the Jesus in the eyes of a fanatic, pushing your
madness to fruitation.
You're the broken heart in the chest of a fool, lovesick to
Suicidal grace.
You hide your meaning in the eys of the dead and laugh at
the sane.
You're the trigger happy lunatic aiming at the only mirror
you haven't shattered yet,
YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND.
You're the music that leads the blind over mountains and off cliffs,
And you know no end.
So here I wait,
Because you know I will.
I feel really lost right now. For some reason I have this overwhelming feeling of uselessness. Like I have no purpose. I'm just another cogwheel in the machine of humanity. It feels like no one really cares about me, yet I know I have people in my life you do. I don't know. I just feel..... emo. I really wish I had someone to see tonight. Someone to just cuddle with and make me feel better. I wish I wasn't so pessemistic and didn't think like this. I guess 2 years of my life being complete bullshit made me bitter.
It's times like this that I really wish I didn't connect with the music I do. I hate the fact that since 8th grade, the one defining song of my exsistence has been "Outside the Boundaries Of Friend" by Shai Hulud.
"I'm not so attractive any more. Take this burden away. I can only stand in front of a broken mirror for so long, staring at the reflection of failed attempts at love and a black heart. My heart, once nourished with hope and compassion, now is black as death. Trudging forward, broken, totally devoid of love. I am nothing more than scars."
MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly
motivated. Sharp
thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves
attention. Deep
feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm
Standpoint. Needs no
motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left
brain). Loves to dream. Strong
clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in
the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts.
Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless.
Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift
What does your birth month say about you?
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So about half of this is right. I have deep feelings. I'm understanding. I love literature and the arts. I hate being at home. And I breath weakly. That's really about it. I'm not high spirited or beautiful or in good physical health.