yeah-no dice again...fuck!!!!!
don't get me wrong, i love friends, but when am i going to stop just being someone's friend and actually be... well-more than that
!!!!!!!! fuck!!!!!!!!!
wish i could say that i'd change, but i don't want to-if someone doesn't like me than changing wont make them like me, just who they'd want to like
everything's so beautiful outside that's where i should be plus caitlin's birthday party's at 3-10 so i'll be there
... ahhhh can't stop thinking about that. it would be different if i'd never had this happen before but i guess i just have too many friend-like qualities and not enough ... other ones...
i have no fucking idea-i need someone to ruin a friendly relationship with me and have a different one
... o well... i want to say no more of this but there will be more
there'll always be another person who i'll always just be friends with
because trhat's just who i am....
i am the little sea fly who's tyed down
watch me fly, watch me fly