i'll hufff and pufff and blow your fucking house down
arg-soooo stupid! how could i not have known? cigs, mj, pipe, "black magic" and much much more were erased in my mind from his transcription and it didn't matter.
why am i such a fucking retard-ahhhhhhh!!???!!!
there's this other guy i know (not trying to sound like a whore) but he's so nice and drug free and great and cute and funny and i think he likes me but all i can think about is the guy who doesn't like me and lied to me (whether he knew it or not) and fuck me for taking it so seriously
i'm leaving and i'll leave my problems on the bottom of a lake in the corner of arizona when i come back
fuck i need to be smarter