never figure it out
Got back from my grandparents house and I am just blah... all the time. When I got there I didn't feel good so I slept. I woke up and couldn't even look at myself I was just so disgusted for no reason. With that thought I went back to bed.
Today I woke up at 8 and took random naps around my grandparent’s house. I still fell sick w/ myself [and anyone who’s going to say I’m whining just shut the fuck up, this is my place to speak] I couldn’t even look in a mirror and my mother and I spent the drive home in silence.
We took my brother to ‘Treck’ which is an outdoor camp program that lasts 2 weeks. Bottom line: no Sean for 2 weeks.
I loved the 4th at my grandparents. These people spent up to $15,000 on fireworks and it was stellar. There’s like 4 different houses to watch and we get our own private show (parking included).
I have some random pictures here too; enjoy.
piano <3
flowers for my grandmother because she has breast cancer
me with my natural hair (curly not crazy colored)
my lil' cousin Andy
beebe bridge (the side that wasn't on fire)
andy and my uncle bill as... Jesus
me with these trix glasses i found
deadman's island
my grandparent's dock and my brother (sean) and i "playing" on it
my grandmothers garden