lost another one
arg, it's an infection. it spreads taking over wonderful people and then shows them life through these warped, gloomy goggles. they cloud everything and the next thing you know; they're someone else. i wish you didn't change just because he happens to be your friend, but i guess that's how easy you are, huh? why did i have to know you when you were so much... better and now you disappoint me with how you treat people. you're following him and he tainted you in a way i do not want to see.
you were so rude; you are so both so different
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, hc tonight and i wanna see how awesome all mi amigas look (i'll make
i talked to him (lets see... he needs a name; vic [haha i have my reasons]) so anyway, we talked on the phone last night tell like 1 am and then we had to start saying things like "yesterday" and "today" even though it still felt like friday. wow i wish i could do so many things i can't but ... it doesn't matter cause he's still just; great.
oh my; queen ... <3 his voice is just so different from all these "singers" now a days. (as mck would say "you're not singers, you're an instrument") i love music so much; i love how the strings make the harmony behind the melody and then these corn-y guitar part kicks in and the drums to. "i touch my tears with your lips" and then he busts it out "who wants to live forever, who wants to live forever" with the strings and everything. it's so powerful to hear yourself be a part of this sound, the bass echos inside of you and the harmonies between the instruments make this rich, deep sound. it hits you cause you're helping to make this music and .... it's amazing that with some people and instruments, this beautiful or dark or dramatic or light or ANYTHING music pour out filling up the air.
yeah i know, band geek; w/e. people have their "things" and if mine happens to be band and music then i don't see how that automatically makes me less of a quality person. well fuck you cause i love it
haha i bet i'll fall asleep tonight cause i'm already tired, oh yeah, i'll take loads of pictures and post'em later to give you a re-cap on the night