I did something last night which I haven't done in a long while. I got paid for sex. I don't know how I feel about it. Maybe if I write it down, I'd know
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He pulled my shirt up to lick my nipple. One hand fondled my cock, while the other made its way to one of my armpits, the one farther from him. His fingers slid inside the shirt to play with my armpit hairs. I don't remember if he was eating my nipple as he did this or if he was sucking my cock. He would return to the armpit twice. I could tell he was a guy who knew exactly what he wanted, and he just did what pleased him.
You dont have to be a soothsayer to know why this, like, can cream my pants anytime now...
And this:
I wanted to hug myself and kiss myself and fuck myself.
This is the ultimate HUBRIS that I share with you. Kung pede nga lang tayong ma-clone, e, then I don't think there's any reason to go around look for the perfect fuckbuddy and soulmate!
there's one glitch to having a clone of yourself for a lover. the admiration is coming from yourself too. a true hubris-man needs someone else to inflate his ego. that's the irony.
hahaha. i remember once may nag-alok sakin ng pera. i said lang sa kanya, "I'd love to do it for money but I highly doubt if you can afford me."
uhm, pero ngayon iniisip ko, pano nga kaya kung sinubukan ko? pano kung kaya niya palang tapatan ang presyo ko? magiging giddy rin kaya ako after like you -- ibibigay ko kaya sa simbahan o sa mga pulubi yung pera? pupunitin ko kaya? bibili kaya ako ng maraming damit? tapos susunugin ko yung mga damit? magjojogging ba ko hanggang hindi ko na kaya? mangungumpisal ba ko? kakain kaya ako ng maraming marami?
parang ayaw kong isipin. iniisip ko palang sumasakit na yung ulo ko.
ewan, baka gwapo ka nga. pero minsan talaga wala yan sa gano ka kagwapo. may nakita lang sya sayo na gusto nyang isex. lakad, boses, aura, porma, maski ano, maski yung mata mo lang o yung ngiti. minsan yun lang din iniisip ko pag may nagkaka-interes. gusto lang nyang dalhin sa sex yung kung anuman ang nakita nya.
napakadaling maubos ng pera. basta wag na wag mong susunugin. usually my instinct is to keep it for a while, just so i could feel my funds has considerably increased, then spend it on something frivolous that will give me joy. if i don't get to spend it on something necessary first. in which case i like to think i'm just loaning it until i spend on something fun. hehe.
i think i was giddy not because i got paid per se, but that it happened again after a long time. and it's not giddy-happiness; it's more giddy-whatthefuck.
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You dont have to be a soothsayer to know why this, like, can cream my pants anytime now...
And this:
I wanted to hug myself and kiss myself and fuck myself.
This is the ultimate HUBRIS that I share with you. Kung pede nga lang tayong ma-clone, e, then I don't think there's any reason to go around look for the perfect fuckbuddy and soulmate!
*HAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!*
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a true armpit-man, on the other hand...
hehe.
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And I thought the wosrt I cand omis get drunk while sick....
tsk tsk tsk....
=(
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you're speaking in tongues! hehe. seriously, what is that supposed to read?
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haha
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:P
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uhm, pero ngayon iniisip ko, pano nga kaya kung sinubukan ko? pano kung kaya niya palang tapatan ang presyo ko? magiging giddy rin kaya ako after like you -- ibibigay ko kaya sa simbahan o sa mga pulubi yung pera? pupunitin ko kaya? bibili kaya ako ng maraming damit? tapos susunugin ko yung mga damit? magjojogging ba ko hanggang hindi ko na kaya? mangungumpisal ba ko? kakain kaya ako ng maraming marami?
parang ayaw kong isipin. iniisip ko palang sumasakit na yung ulo ko.
Chill. ;p
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i think i was giddy not because i got paid per se, but that it happened again after a long time. and it's not giddy-happiness; it's more giddy-whatthefuck.
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