Title: Part 2 - Reality
Length: Oneshot
Focus: Yunho
Genre: Angst
Rating: G
Please keep looking at me with the same eyes
Always and forever like this
If only you could stay close enough to me so that my heart can relax
Just so that I could see you... I would be very happy
DBSK - I Believe
Part 2 - Reality
“Jaejoong is gone, Yunho!” Yoochun’s harsh voice cut across Yunho’s denials.
“He’s not, he’s not!” Yunho chanted it like a mantra, his hands stubbornly held to his ears as he struggled to hold back the weight of the truth.
“Chunnie-ah, maybe now isn’t a-”
Yoochun sighed and spoke over Yunho’s continuing denials. “When will be a good time, SuSu-ah? The longer this goes on the more he’ll be like this. Look, go to the main room and check on Changmin, will you? He may be an adult now but he’ll always be the youngest.”
Junsu looked at Yunho in concern before looking at Yoochun, noting the baritone’s tiredness from his pinched eyes to his unshaven beard. Out of the five of them, Yoochun had always been closest, if not the closest, to Jaejoong. Through Jaejoong’s death and the funeral and a month since then, the baritone had yet to shed his tears, concentrating either on the three of his friend or on his compositions.
Junsu moved forward and held Yoochun tightly before drawing back to kiss him lightly on the lips. “We’ll be waiting for you both.”
Yoochun gave Junsu a tired smile as he let Junsu’s hand slip out of his grasp. “I love you, SuSu.”
Yunho heard the door click shut behind Junsu’s departing form and felt the bed shift down as Yoochun joined him. They both looked at each other and then Yunho was in Yoochun’s arms, his face pressed into the younger man’s shirt as his tears came out. In no time, Yoochun joined him in the crying.
Later that night, they held each other as they finally found peace in the sleep that had eluded them for a while.