so good days now. i finally got my new goal before i move to the fucking awesome ALASKA! anyways, i had a good sat score, actually i got one of the highest in that class. i need to get a senior shirt tomorrow. but i went to the halloween store behind the mall, and i got a kick ass costume. zach was a dyke today, but oh well. well i shall be going ( Read more... )

alright so monday was famouse day, and i was a serial killer, i might as well not bore you with her name becuase you wouldnt know who it is anyways, but then today was pirate day and i had a kick ass costume, it was great, and tomorrow is movies of the decade day and i am going to be trinity from the matrix, i was going to be a team america person ( Read more... )

i quit band. because of the navy. n the fact that i need money to move in 7 months with. so it was for a good reason. been to st. augustine alot lately, mostly to think. i need a clear head for the navy and the upcoming wedding. i dont wanna say anything, but i cant let them get married. its terible. i cant watch them do that. but its not my place ( Read more... )

i knew it, i fucking knew it. i saw something i didnt want to see and didnt want anything to do with. i shouldnt have looked and i did. i was fine, i didnt want to know, but i couldnt resist and i saw, i found out, once again with emotions...i am not ok. i give up. i tryed so hard to just leave it alone, but when i am mocked and told lies about ( Read more... )

so today was ok, i felt good enough to go to school, but i missed band so i cant perform tomorrow, i dont even want to do it anymore, i am more worried about having enough money to move. but anyways, i burned my self tonight with a 500 degree pan, i screamed, it hurt, will ran but fell...i was laughing and about to cry, but it was all good, nate ( Read more... )

i wake up at 7am to go to quest diagnostics. not school, no of course not why would i go to school my senior year....grr. and the lady goes, ok i am going to stick the left now, the right in an hour, and the left again. and i was like wtf, and she explained that my blood work was going to take 3 hours. so i fucking sat in there for 3 hours with my ( Read more... )

Well this girl i have known for a while decided to get in my face and piss me off, meanwhile i am all upset because it is the 17th. so we start to scream at each other, and i said, (in a calm voice after screaming) look, im tired of this, fuck you, fuck your life, fuck off, i dont fucking give a SHIT about it anymore. and she decideds to push me, ( Read more... )

i woke up and kyle from work was at my door. and then he asked me to install his CB radio, and a pa system. well no one else was home so i was like well sure, why not. he payed me money and i did it. i felt smart, i am glad i can do one thing right. then i went to jennys and her mom was tareing the kitchen apart, so we came to my house and are now ( Read more... )

cj is having heart surgery ( Read more... )

and yet something doesnt feel right ( Read more... )