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.....wow i havent written in this thing for a long ass time.....
i dont kno where to start i pretty much agree with carly on the life sucking thing....i h8 being so confuzzled that ur head jus keeps on spinning and all ur doing is looing for a place to sit down. i've had a buncha rough days strung into a really sucky week....i practically live @ my friend josh's house now...which is kinda funnie seeing as how i used to do that with carly all the time....it's so hard to explain my life i SWEAR TO GOD its in flux like not even joking......im not sure if im cut out to be a mechanic but at the same time im ready to prove to the assholes that r in my class that im not jus this dum blonde kind of girl that thinks she can do things when she really cant....w/e....i FINALLY fixed my sledding pants cuz im goin over to josh's for sledding : D altho this time its not suicide hill so i dont think i hafta worry that much....my car was broken into yez. @ my house n my trak jackets was stolen...which makes me go wtf mate...y break into a BRAND NEW CAR n only steal a jacket?? stoopid ass drunks...lol
i hate making ppl feel bad which is prolly y this week has been SO SUCKY grrrrr i swear to god im ready to jus like break down n sleep forever altho i seem to go to bed earlier now than when i was @ pius....that n take tons of naps....in class @ lunch on the couches @ school an effin spot thats open
i swear to gaud im the happiest i've ever been but as depressed as i ever could be.....makes no sense? welcome to my life lol