Thoughts People Will Hate Me For

[damianspector]

I know this is no suprise to anyone but love is hard , ... espically when you love someone you will never have. I was reading back over some old journal entries and I got really chocked up .... all the love I have poured into them .... hell I am here at livejournal because of Amber .... I have nothing bad to say .... I love her so much but it

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[shardewolf]

Interesting choice of songs. Amber likened it to our relationship a few weeks after it began. You'd be surprised how many sobbing retards sayin the same ol' shit as you right now. As much as I'd really love to insult and be hurtful, I won't. I understand how you feel. Perhaps you'd better understand my situation if you got to see just how many people say this sort of thing on a regular basis. Just how would that make you feel? I hear it from you, her old ex (to a lesser degree) and scores of old RP people. It get's old, and tiring to hear this over and over again. So many people with serious emotional attachments to my mate (often thanks to RP or mucks) is not something I care to enjoy. In fact. It's hard to live with and pisses me off. It causes problems all the time, which is why often I say the things I say. I hope that makes some sense.

Hey.

[wolvensilver]

I said no wars on my journal, I meant no wars on my friends either! As for Clay- I appreciate all of our roleplays and times together. LOL Our characters never needed to yiff to have fun.... =P By the way.... I heard about hour mom... I'm sorry.. Mine's.... not doing well either. We're in the same boat about that, heh, though it always seems we're in a remotely same situation or thought at any given time.

Honestly

[damianspector]

Yes Ia ctually do understand and will also not fight here , .... I know you have heard it alot .... and I trully appologize if I have caused any issues with your releationship .... but you have to also understand me , I post what I do because I feel it .... and just as I cannot knock you for your feelings on what I write .... I feel you can't tell me what to think and feel ..... there is no need to get all upset over this .... you see I posted this on MY livejournal ... not hers ... I promised I was not going to do that anymore .... I don't care how many others feel as I do .... I am sorry for them , but I was speaking from my perspective on my journal ..... I trully wish you two nothing but happiness ..... I'm not a vendictive person or a liar ...... I trully hope all will be well.

Clay

Re: Honestly

[shardewolf]

Yes, I posted this on your LJ. No hard feelings there. If you wish to contact me sometime on Aim, feel free, and I'll give you MY true feelings on all of this. The words won't be pretty or sugarcoated between us, but maybe it'll straighten some things out.