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[dammitchloe]

dear me, throwing up popcorn is really horrible. please don't ever do that again. hearts, chloe

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yuck-o

[anonymous]

Keep your eye on the prize, darlin. You've come along very far. In not too long you can be forever done with school, should that be what you wish.

Sending luck and hug,

Rachael

[gather_round]

I'm the same way, I just hate having to tell people about myself the first few days of class. Blegh.

[wombatina]

I say don't go. Do more temp work and hide in a clerical job for a year and take a break. Seriously. You can always go back to school. How did that second foray into work go anyway? I know you can find the right fit. Work is easier than school. Way way easier. *hugs*

[dammitchloe]

i really truly do want to take some time off. i don't know if it is college in general or just psu. i was considering applying to pcc for dual education blah blah that means i can take classes there which count to psu, but it costs money and of course i should have thought about this before the first day of the term, as now even if i did get this done, i wouldn't be able to take classes until next term. and taking ceramics and welding does not equal degree progression.

and because i am me, i am afraid to tell my parents because they will be mad at me. i am supposed to go buy my bigass stack of books with mom tomorrow for a class i have no idea if i want to keep. but i don't want to get yelled at or be made to feel worse than i do.

[wombatina]

tough spot I know. But, can you get any money back from PSU because classes havent started yet? You might be able to. Also, do you want me to drop a hint to your mom? I don't ever tell her your conversations with me as it's your privacy. This might be a good time to start, hell, she's already mad at me anyway ;-)

[dammitchloe]

yeah. i think what i am going to do is switch a class around, keep one, maybe drop another. then when i get monies back from psu, i will pay max rent and apply to take classes next term at pcc.
you are welcome to tell her anything you want, but you don't have to if you don't want. i just don't want them to be disappointed with me, and even though she says they aren't, there is still plenty of frustrated noises and disappointed faces.

i'm sorry she is mad at you, though i wouldn't know why. she seems like she has just been extra cranky lately about nothing, which then affects everything. she yelled at me about something that didn't even make sense yesterday. i don't know if its just that she is unhappy with what she is doing or what, but i am not really in a position to help.