just ignore it if you don't like the weird me.

[damn_arthouse]

i want to go out walking in the dark. i want to walk across narrow bridges. i want to leave the doors unlocked. i want to be hunted so that i can fight back and feel whatever this is coursing through my veins. i want it to let it out. i want to feel that calm, silent, intensity turn into something strong and powerful like i know it wants to. i want

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i know how to do some o that

[extremedave]

you know... knife stuff is hard. all the hand flippy and showy moves, and the inevetably flinches i have when get told how each move learn is supposed to be used. kung fu teaches shiny/scary manouvres sometimes.

[mewiecake]

its how i feel after i watch the matrix,trinity, ultra violet or fight club or the crow. I feel like i want to go out and engage in a streetfight with someone for fun. I want to go into a body to body combat..wrestle and fight someone to the point of almost killing them and then i want to fuck them like theres no tmorro. While this happens i would like it to rain hard and the ground to turn muddy. I dont know..i guess its different to what ur feeling after all :P.
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